" every moment of my life was happiness "

now i realise ....

on the saddest moment i always din realise about my happiness ...

no matter what i loose

i wont loose everything (:

i might loose myself

but i have my frens family my lover

as i loose my lover i loose myself

but i still have my family and frens ...

as i loose my frens...

my boy and my family will be there for me ....

as many you all know...

my real father left me

that doesnt really matter

as my mum was lucky enough to find a better man as my daddy (:

giving me and my mum full of happiness and a great shelter ....

and bring me a active little brother :D

as years goes by

we did go through bad memories and sad memories

but nothing could compare to the great memories we had (:

i love grandpa grandma daddy mommy jeffrey uncle

i'm not good as expressing this in real life

yes pretty much a coward

but i'm not afraid to tell it out (:

that i'm lucky ~

thanks god for giving me a family , frens , and the one i love (:

i might have loose them ,

but once they still there for me (: